and I don’t feel any different. I was sure 23 would be a good year for me, as were my thoughts on 2012 in general. Verdict isn’t out yet obviously so fingers crossed people. Most people reflect on their life on their birthdays..trying to figure out what they have to show for themselves. I am no different. I’ve slipped into a reflective state of mind but refuse to stay in it for too long. There are many things I would rather not reflect on. Not that I regret anything..it has all made me who I am and brought me to this point but..I definitely could’ve gone without doing some things. Ill be honest. So far I’ve learned many lessons. But back to turning 23..its nice..and scary. Apparently you are officially an adult and should be completely on your own by 24..so looks like Im running out of time. I question my stance on a lot of things now more than ever, I know without struggles you never grow..let’s just hope I can do the right things for myself. In a world where so many people lose themselves, I hope I can be sure of myself always. Sucks I have to work on my birthday but maybe Ill quit as a gift to myself haha. It’s also Valentine’s Day..isnt that fun? At least I have something to say back to people when they wish me Happy Birthday. Jury is still out on the status of my love life so..that’s fun. Ugh Gnite tumblr.
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